Tired+speechless

Recently don't know why,I dislike chat with my friends, 

I lazy talking about myself,I am nervous,if you are my friends you make sure will know my character.. 

I can't control too. 

  

Lately I will because some small event will tantrum..i don't know why.. 

Actually I hate be a single,but I also like single too,so contradiction right ?  

 Why I hate be single?Of couse who also dislike single right ?  

Why I like single?Because I can always stay beside my mum :)  

My dad already leave me , I can't without my mum too :)  

I love my family more++ :) 

  

 Don't know why,every time I do revision for half I will going to see movie or online.. 

Why will like that ? 

I scare about future,I will become what ? 

 I not don't want study,but I don't know why I can't put all the knowledge inside my brain,I just put something negative some did not have,I really can't control!! 

Today go out,although is go out,but I don't know why my brain just have thinking next week I need exam spm trial already,how ? 

I still will scare,but mum did have giving me presure,she say:"try your best is enough"..Every time I listen this sentence I also will ashamed and regret.. 

Regret why did study well,mum I very sorry to you :[  

But I promise you I will try my best!!!  

I am really look like a foreigner ? hahas 

Picture for today go out :)  

Did you like that cake and korea lemon tea ? delicious :) 

Don't know why lately take picture I dislike show my teeth, 

I lazy to smile and I have little bit hate smile :)

GOOD NIGHT !!